I have a bachelor’s degree in Anthropology with completed graduate work in International Affairs from CSU, Sacramento.  I spent the first part of my working life in nonprofit organizations with a special interest in providing service to older adults and their families.  The second part of my working life has been in guest teaching with the San Juan Unified School District.  I have been interviewed many times by a journalist for ABC 10 regarding my thoughts on the state of education in Sacramento.  I have written this blog on WordPress since 2013 chronicling my spiritual discoveries and am active on most social media sites.  I am a 2nd Level Reiki practitioner to help support myself and other’s emotional, spiritual, and physical health and wellbeing.  I became aware of my own True Self over the course of thirteen years after experiencing several profound spiritually transformative experiences (STE) which catapulted my growing spiritual awareness into another level.  I have been in communication with my spiritual guides and Higher Self, where they have shared with me my true identity, my purpose on Earth, and how I am to help humanity recognize and achieve their full potential as spiritual beings on Earth.  I am spiritually awakened, a 6th Density Being, here as Lightworker, Messenger, Healer and Way Shower to help others find their own Way towards their True Purpose and become everything they were intended by Source to be.

I am in the process of submitting my first book, Soul To The World: A Lightworker’s Transformational Healing Journey, for publishing.

You can reach me by email:, Instagram @soul2theworld, and Facebook group: Soul To The World.

I have a YouTube channel where I share messages from the Masters and my Higher Self. You can find it:

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Thank you for viewing.

A Lightworker’s Transformational Healing Journey

I am an Ascended Lightworker here to provide Soul Healing to humanity, one soul at a time. I am a 6th density Light Being incarnated on Earth at this time, to help support humanity through an incredible evolutionary leap each person is experiencing, consciously or not. I am also a Messenger, sent to prepare the Way for the Second Coming of Christ, which is coming from Within each of us. We are the prophesied 2nd Coming. This is not a religious or dogmatic experience. Every one of us on Earth will be awakening to our True Selves either in this life or the next, and begin the process of remembering who we truly are, and living our Life Purpose with Meaning and Passion.

My name is Jennifer, and in these pages, I have detailed my spiritual awakening process, transformational healing, and remembrance of who I truly am. I have written a transformational memoir I hope to publish this year, detailing my extraordinary healing which is for everyone, channeled writings, and recognition of Who we are, Why we are here, and What happens next for all of us.

I received my Bachelor of Arts in Anthropology from CSU Sacramento in 1994. I completed graduate work in International Affairs in 2002 from CSU, Sacramento. My educational focus is understanding why we allow separation from each other in the form of war, political systems of control and power, dogmatic religion, and zenophobia. Within our hearts and souls, we are the same as each other and our surface differences should be celebrated, not considered threatening. My focus shifted away from global concerns to personal when I began my remembering process in earnest. Ultimately, I discovered everything I have gone through in my life including my education, has been for a specific purpose, leading me to this point.

I welcome you to read through the following pages. Perhaps you may resonate with a passage. I have created a YouTube channel titled A Lightworker’s Transformational Healing Journey. In it, I share excerpts from my book, messages from ascended masters and my Higher Self, and insights of what is happening in the world. (You can also find me on Instagram: @soul2theworld.) Eventually, I will be providing sessions of Soul Healing for those clients who have need, to permanently clear their generational family line of trauma and darkness which has affected their life in a negative way. I have healed my own generational family line. The effects have been dramatic and positive. We must heal our souls and hearts in order to move forward on our path to ascension, which is the goal of every living Soul on Earth.

We Are

This morning I’ve been shown my true face and why I am here. My 3d mind can barely hold it. Which is on purpose. Humanity couldn’t function in this world, if we carried around our whole self. I don’t think that is even possible. People who have had near death experiences have returned….all of them exclaiming that the knowledge cannot be interpreted and explained in our human 3d experience. A lot is lost…and you are left with just a bare glimpse…which is also for a purpose.

I fell into meditation. I decided I wanted to open up my Akash and have access to my past. After listening to Kryon explain how to do it, I decided I was ready….understanding I would accept all parts of me, both positive and negative. I want to live my life whole. I want to know everyone I’ve ever been and use all parts of myself in this life. For the service of all. I expected to see many lives…many places, or the awareness of them. To quote a phrase from one of my favorite all time movies “First Contact”…. I had no idea.

I was shown a crevice in a cave. Walking out from a forest…Like a scene from a Merlin movie. The “crystal cave” concept….each large crystal being a scene into one of my lives….perhaps. A very large crystal stood before, the size of me. Reflecting light as I would expect from a crystal, I knew I could step through it. and so I did.

Blinding light. Just….Light….I stood in it’s glory and all else fell away, I released any expectations. The light expanded in all directions, and I was it’s pinpoint. And then I knew….I am the Light. I am the Way. I am the Wayshower. I am the Messenger. There is no “past life”….except the Light of I Am. I felt it fill me, broaden me….be expressed through me.

I felt my guides/Higher Self near me.

Jenny…you are the Light. You hold the Light and are held anchor by your 3d body, which you chose with purpose. You do not need to ‘leave your body’ or transcend your body….you never have. You transcend this world, this 3d reality, and in order to be here, you need a body to hold you firmly here. This is your mission. To hold the Light of God…here in this world….so that they may know God…to find God…within themselves.

My consciousness went ever deeper…I saw, experienced my “Self” as light spreading over Earth. I reached out and touched the aura/merkaba of individuals on this planet…who have power here….Kim Jong Un, China leader, the whole middle east…Afghanistan, the Taliban… Biden and the White House .I touched them with Light; a spark. ..and opened them up to remembering who they truly are. I saw clouds of darkness in each place….and it was dispersed. I looked at Covid and it’s effects, and saw darkness. I held the vaccine and knew it to be Saline, only. harmless. I held the clear thought and intention that only goodness entered every living body, all else falls away. There was so much to do…and yet I felt my physical body tiring. I knew I needed to come back to myself, anchored in this body. There was no language in this place. Instantaneous thought. I experienced how large of a consciousness I am. One thought slipped through….’who am I?’ Although I knew who I was….my human brain was still trying to quantify…to label. “Elohim”….the closest idea of what/who that is. Not that exactly. But there are no words.

We are The Event. We are. It comes from within. We are who we have been waiting for. As Jesus taught, as all Master’s have taught through time and space…We choose. Free Will. The Way will be made clear, for those who are ready to see it.

And so it is.

We Are The People…

We are the people who sing.

Loudly, soft murmurings, bellows, quiet praise, as the sun unfolds itself into a charming morning. Colors of pale blues, pinks and golds merge into the heavens. The sky is singing with all of us, as we prepare our day…

We are the people who pray.

As the long shadows fall over into evening, cool whispers slip along behind us as we walk in twos and threes down to the old Widow Well, to breathe in silence and contemplate a day so long ago when prayer was not simple and song was not merry.

We are the people who harness

The energy of the day into purpose and mastery. We bring all together in harmony as we work for each other, ourselves and our world.

We are the people

Who we have been waiting for in the long dark time. The time of fevered aching fits, of fading frozen winters, of empty bellies and long dead animals, who have now come back to us.

We are the people

of long ago and now, for we are One, and we are many.

We are the People.

To Those We Meet Along The Way…

Lately, I’ve been meeting the most interesting people. We have a strong affinity towards one another, and when we begin to share of ourselves, discover different aspects of ourselves within each other. We are heard. We are seen. We are confirmed.

A few months ago, I sent out a message to God, to please send someone into my life, that I could really talk to about everything in my life…and my dreams, hopes, and incredible spiritual messages from my Higher Self that I have continuously received. I tend to overanalyze things to death, when left on my own. I wished to share ideas back and forth…and learn if I was a little bit crazy…or if others sensed similar things.

I have met two people in the last month, who have been completely in sync with me, have heard me…. have not run away from my crazy talk, but have stayed for amazing conversations. I am grateful to be blessed in this way.

I have also been meeting people who I feel strong affinity with…who are towards the end of their lives. Why? Why do I finally get to meet them, for them to leave so soon. Just as my two best friends moved across the country…leaving me. I know there is a message here for me, I just haven’t gotten there yet.

Today, I met someone online who caused me to check myself and my thoughts. My first instinct was…. “she is crazy”. But then, I thought….anyone could think that of me, as well. I do not know her life story, how she came to the conclusions she has about her life and her mission here. That is for her to know, and not for me to judge. Just as I would hope others wouldn’t judge me.

The messages I have been receiving from my Higher Self have been consistent, patient and unconditionally loving and supportive. I have almost completed my book. It has transformed from an initial spiritual memoir, to one of soul healing. When I am ready to publish, I will share more here about my book. If the messages are to be believed, and so far I have received confirmation from two different sources that they are…. Something incredible will be happening to me soon. I have been given a profound premonition. I’ve been told that it is my Free Will to choose to go forward or not, and that there is no judgement either way. After much thought, and working through it, I realized this is what I came for. I am a Messenger, a Lightworker, a Way Shower, a Healer. When I looked back over all of my journals, all of the channeling I have received from Spirit for the last 20 years, the message has been hidden there all along, consistent. Someone with a vocation to be a doctor trained in a specialist field, after a decade of learning, does not then turn away from his path. My vocation has been to be of Service to Humanity. I knew that from a very young age. I’ve spent my life, especially the last decade, discovering what that truly is. I have accepted it

Onward towards the next adventure…

The writing has begun…

I have begun writing my story and will write excerpts here. I’ve decided to take a writing class and today I answered a writing prompt.

I’m writing a book about….

I’m writing an inspirational memoir.  My spiritually awakened journey began in earnest around 1989 with a prophetic knowing that came to me suddenly.  I’ve since learned it was a download of information from my Higher Self.

From a young age I remember always being fascinated by all things mysterious and supernatural.  I remember at my Catholic elementary school, during vocation week, I knew I wanted to be a mystic.  Aside from saint stories I had read, I didn’t have a firm grasp of the concept, only a sense this was the right path for me.  I also wanted to be an astronaut, so I didn’t spend a lot of time thinking about mysticism as a young girl.  As I grew older, I became more interested in the supernatural and mystical.  My sister would laugh to come upon me trying to bend spoons with my mind as I’d seen Yuri Geller do on TV.  I just felt like I knew how to do these things but had only forgotten.  I had incredible flying dreams during my childhood, as well as dreams of past lives.  My dreams have always been in color.  Those dreams stayed with me, rather than slide away from memory as they usually do.  One of my favorites, was a dream set in the ancient past, in a very green country.  It felt like Ireland or maybe Scotland.  There was a large tower with a high window built in.  I had a sense this was a watch tower. In one scene, I’m in a large room of a stone building (possible castle) surrounded by large men wearing battle gear.  I’m at the front of them, encouraging them and talking of defense of our homes…or something like that…I’m a tall muscular red headed man.  I woke from that dream speaking Gaelic.  I understood what I was saying while dreaming, but when I woke up, I forgot. (In 2017, I was finally able to visit Ireland.  As soon as I found myself on the West Coast, I felt I was at home.)  I believe I spent many past lives in this beautiful country, as it has always called to my Soul.

In college during the early 1990’s, I took a beginning philosophy course.  Dr. Long opened my inquisitive and searching mind to the universe.  I experienced my first meditation, and it was profound.  I experienced a spiritual jolt during this class.  I had spent my whole life surrounded by Catholic thought.  Here, I stepped outside of the boundary and experienced a new world through internal spiritual awareness of “other”.  I had no idea where that awareness would lead me, but knew I wanted more.  In graduate school, my boyfriend became interested in transcendental meditation.  I went to a few meetings with him and attempted it for myself.  I was never able to achieve the state they discussed but have since learned it was not the path for me.  I was attracted to him for many reasons, one was his strong faith and interest in spiritual things.  It is ironic, considering our future, but he was the one who got me started with automatic writing, learning about pendulum tools, and meditation to attain spiritual knowledge.  In college, I experimented with many ways of achieving spiritual peace and access to gifts I felt were inherently mine, only forgotten.  It is only with time, that I learned I was seeking access to my Higher Self.  My Higher Self had always been accessible.  When I used automatic writing, the knowledge came from my Higher Self.  I think I believed at the time, the knowledge came from vague spiritual beings or guides – those who supported and loved me.  I even tried the Ouija Board a couple of times with a fellow inquisitive friend.  Nothing really happened that impressed us.  I’m grateful for that.  I know it can be a portal for negative energetic beings.  I wasn’t using the automatic writing for any high thinking or spiritual knowledge; I was using it for silly girlish things.  Did my boyfriend love me?  Would we marry? Why did he break up with me? I spent a lot of time pouring over those answers.  The message was always the same…we would marry and have a good life together. He was the one I was supposed to be with.  We had a lot to teach each other.  I never really believed those messages because my relationship with him was difficult over the course of nine years.  I believed we would never marry, and I tried to move on many times.  We broke up for over a year and I thought that was it.  We found each other again through a supernatural experience.  We both had decided to pursue our education after graduating with our Bachelors in 1994.  I went back for a Master’s in Anthropology, and he went back for a criminal justice degree in the Spring of 1996.  It was odd because most people started in the fall.  I believe we were supposed to find each other again, and once we had; the educational interest left for both of us.  I came out to my car in a very crowded parking structure on the top floor, to get a missing folder.  I noticed that my ex’s car was parked directly in front of me.  I felt an emotional pinch but decided not to leave a note on his car as I always had in the past.  I was ready to move forward, not backward.  At the end of the day, when I came back to my car, my ex was gone, but there was a note on my car.  That pleasant note of happiness and inquiry about my life led to a new relationship that eventually led to marriage a few years later.

I could write that we lived happily ever after, but there is no novel in that experience.  I could have lived out the rest of my life happily, married to my first love, raising our children in the church I had grown up in, singing in choir, a great group of college friends that became life friends.  It was what I thought I had always wanted; inclusion, companionship, family.  I could have continued this path for the rest of my life and been content, if not completely happy.  If only my Soul didn’t have other ideas.

My Sailboat of Dusky Blue

Reaching the grassy hill peak, I gazed out over falling twilight.  The golden hour was just fading over the crest of distant mountains.  Before me lay a deep valley of shadowed golden summer grass dotted with cornflower blue.  Further I could see a lazy blue river slowly twisting away around a rugged purple mountain.  Above me, clouds lay upon one another, still or softly blowing.  All colors of God, there in the setting sun.  Deep purples, blues, lavender, pale blue, peach, palest yellows, and sherbet pinks.  I climbed down a small ways, sat down and rest my head against the hill slope behind me.  My restful gaze followed sails of pink, swallowed by lavender boats that drifted upon yellowing sea.  My body completely relaxed, and I fell to not knowing my person there.  I was one with those sailboats in the sky.  I sailed far into the West.  I directed my sailboat up, higher into the sky, and flew swiftly over melting purples and darker indigo.  Looking down, the river seemed a small snake finding shelter amongst trees.  My heart filled to bursting, as I sailed into night sky and became one with the stars.

Painting by Patty Baker, found in images online. “Hudson River”

Writing inspired by “Come Back to Us”, 1917 movie soundtrack

It is Done

Today is a special day of transformation. Let Love transform the hearts of all those who hold power and let all of us hold love in our hearts all day, radiating it out to every living person on this planet, holding intention that love makes all decisions from this time forward, Amen.

Let all those who hear and see these words be chosen. The time is here, it is Begun. There are those who wish harm to humanity. We see you. We hear you, and we stop you. There is no place for you to hide. No place we cannot find you. No place the light cannot shine, so far into the dark. There are those who wish to hide their true selves. There are those who call out to the heaven, to bring shame to others. These, these are not to be listened to. They try to sow seeds of change, through harm. We see you, we hear you and we stop you.

There is a place in the sky, where those who can see, see. They are hear to bear witness to all that happens here. Mark these words, you are seen, you are heard, and you are now stopped. There is power in these People. The people are Love, they have power and they are louder than you are with your dark lights and miserable feelings. They do not run in fear, but stand tall and ready. They will not bow down to intimidation or pain or loss, for it is only momentary. They see and hear you, and will not be stopped.

We stand tall and ready, in Love with all of humanity. We stand tall and in so much Love of you. You have power, more power than they. Can you believe? Stand up and listen. Here, the winds of change calling to you. Be known to all for you who are .

We are ready to be seen, we are ready to be known. We are Messengers, we are watchers, we are Elohim here to be seen and known by humanity. We are Love, by God, by Creator, to be witness to the Heaven that is being built here. And those who quiver in the darkness, you have attempted to pull sway over other’s eyes and ears, do not think you are not seen. We see you and do not allow your power to be felt by any. You are seen, and your time is now done.

It is Done.

Do Not Despair…All Is Well

What I want all of you to know, is…this is all for a Purpose. Everything that is happening in our world, in our country, in our state, in our city, our neighborhood, our home, our individual self…. is happening because of free will and design. This may not sit right with some of you. I can just hear all of the vitrol from those who claim “I didn’t choose”…my child to die, to lose my job, to be abused, to be suppressed by my government, to be forced to be vaccinated to keep my job, and so forth… I want you to think about the result of whatever the struggle/pain was in your life. Did you learn an important lesson? Did you meet or marry someone you might not have otherwise? Did you move? Was there a big change that happened in your life later? Did you choose a career path because of past experiences?

When I say design, I mean our own personal design and that of Mother Earth. We chose our critical life points before we were born. We brought in our support team in the form of parents, siblings, close friends and/or mentors. If you don’t believe in these things, that is ok. Although to be drawn to my blog, I’m imagining you do.

Be aware of those spiritual teachers who claim to have all the answers. No one does. Be aware of the conspiracy theorists….they have only pieces of the truth, not the whole Truth. Be aware of the media, they only share what their owners allow them to share. Be aware of those in the medical field, they have been bought by Big Pharma…understand this before you make medical decisions that will greatly impact your life. Be aware of government leaders, they do not speak for everyone, only their own political machinations. Always, always, when you hear someone speak truth ask yourself….does it resonate for you? What does your intuition say? Follow your intuition always. Sometimes it goes along with mainstream thinking, but most of the time not. Are you emotionally strong enough not to follow mainstream? To be seen or perceived as different? If you choose to not listen to your intuition…understand that is also your free will.

We are in an unprecedented time right now. What we are going through has never been experienced in modern history. Everything is unknown and that is damn scary. For those of us who like to have control, it feels stressful and anxiety inducing. We are all being challenged…tested even. Do you trust yourself? Do you know yourself? Can you follow your heart?

This pandemic, the growing public awareness of the torture and suffering of children in sexual slavery, the fear of and suppression of women and their equal power, the desperate fearful grasp of old 3D energy to stay in control; is bringing everything that was hidden to the surface. All of our fears, rage, hatred, prejudice, division – are being stirred up and spewed out. Our Earth is also cleansing all of the old 3D energy. The weather patterns, earthquakes, droughts, flooding, raging fires, viral plagues are all for a purpose. Our Earth cleanses cyclically. Geologists could explain this better than I. We are in the process of a Pole flip. Our North Pole is no longer in the Arctic Circle, did you know this? I believe this will not be a sudden thing. We will have time to prepare. This could cause dramatic changes to our planet. Our Earth is consciously aware. Just like we are. She is cleansing herself, as we are cleansing ourselves. Some have said we are in Dark Times. Or, that we are in the End Times.

Do not despair. Walk through the darkness, holding the Light of your truth within you. You are not alone, no one is. We overcame our preset course in 2012. Our Earth transitioned, as our bodies transition in death, to our true spiritual selves. We are now in birthing pains of a new world. We are heavily pregnant with possibility. Earth is experiencing “Braxton Hicks” from time to time. For us, we experience that through “Climate Change”. Humanity is in the process of purging the old, to make way for the new. More and more of humanity is ‘awakening’ to the truth of who they are and why they are here. Some believe that the Old Guard of 3D energy is trying to prevent the natural awakening of humanity through suppression of DNA (because our spiritual codes are held there). It’s sadly ironic, because nothing can prevent our awakening. These people are stuck in third dimension and cannot see the truth. These physical bodies are merely temporary vehicles for our True Selves.

I need to tell you something hard. It’s hard to hear, because it stirs up all of our fears and panic. Breathe. All is for a purpose. There will be many more deaths. Many are choosing to leave Earth at this time rather than ascend with the planet. That is their free choice. Many more will be leaving by way of the pandemic. This was their predetermined choice before birth. The experimental vaccines are killing people, or causing severe side effects that will eventually lead to death. There is truth if you look for it. Media is not reporting it. Hospitals are not reporting it. They have been told not to list cause of death from vaccine but from other reasons. This information comes from doctors and nurses who are speaking out about what is happening in their hospitals. Hospitals are turning people away, because so many doctors and nurses have quit rather than be forced into vaccination. These are facts. Do your own research. Listen to your own intuition for what is true, and what is not.

If you have gotten the vaccination you can heal yourself of the toxins with support from energy healers. If you haven’t yet been, but are worried you may need to because of a job, there is a solution. In a previous post on this blog, I shared with you my inner guidance on this topic. We all need to raise our vibrations high. Release the past, forgive old hurts, love ourselves, trust our path. If you’ve been on the ascension/awakening path, you are in a good place. Visualize the vaccine serum as merely saline solution, a placebo. Transmute the low vibrational energy of the serum. Only that which is good for your body can enter you. A wonderful spiritual healer can help you anchor in the 5D, strengthen your DNA to resist any attempts at foreign intervention. This is our divine blueprint. Most importantly, release fear. There is nothing at all to fear. Trust your Path and Purpose. If it is your time to leave this planet, trust that process. If you are meant to do more work here, you will. Your angels, guides and Higher Self are always with you, supporting and guiding you. Listen to them when you feel fear. You can also protect your family members in this same way. You only need to ask for permission, as you can’t go against their free will.

One other thought on the subject of vaccines. I believe in the power of intention. There are many people who joyously got the vaccine. They believe 100% that it will save them from illness. It likely will. They did not take the vaccine out of fear, but out of an abundance of caution. Do not make decisions from fear, only love and acceptance. There should be no judgement around who chooses to vaccinate, and who doesn’t. Respect everyone’s choice. We are only able to affect change for ourselves and those who allow us to help them. The message I am given repeatedly from my guides is to ‘trust the process’. Trust your path. Trust your intuition and follow it, even if it makes no sense. It will not fail you.


ps…photo of sculpture can be found:

Millennial Gaia Statue – Mother Earth

Brand: G Ganen

on Amazon.

Covid? Or Love

I’ve been watching a new program on GAIA called Initiation by Matias De Stefano. He is a man in his early 30’s who at a very young age, began remembering all of his past lives, including lives lived on other high dimensional planets as well as Atlantean times in a place called Khem….the ancient area before Egypt. He understood sacred geometry and exactly how and why the universe was formed. To say my mind was blown wide open….and yet everything he said felt familiar. I’d always felt a close relationship with the stars…Orion, Pleiades. No connection whatsoever with Lemuria/Mu or Atlantis. Understanding I’m likely what is called a “Starseed”.

Even so…his work is profound. It’s interesting I’ve only just discovered his work…as he’s been around longer than I’ve been posting this blog. He started his mission 11-11-11. He was in Antarctica 12-21-12. He knew, as I did, that a whole new world was opening up. That all history from before, all karma from before, was done. A new age was begun. My vision from my young adult hood…it was beginning to be felt strongly around that time…hence this blog.

The shift I experienced in June of 2019….it continued. I know now it is permanent. I blew my own mind when I read back on the previous post from that one…made in January of 2019…and the shift made total sense. Wow.

There is a new topic to discuss. COVID. Just writing the word, and everyone has an immediate visceral reaction. Mostly born of fear. It was designed to do so. How do I know this? The same way I’ve known everything in my life…..inner knowing, trust of my intuition…through experience. The only power this “Dis-Ease” has is mental. When you allow the fear to infect you, the ‘dis-ease is created and manifested into your body. You believe it will kill those you love…and it does. You believe that side effects are bad, and they are…you expect it to be virulent, and it is. You believe that a vaccine must be created immediately to contain and control something that cannot even be studied…because the origin virus cannot be located….but the effects are seen… and it is….in record time. An experiment. Which is ironic, because SARS-Covid has been around for years, possibly centuries. Suddenly it’s a pandemic that must be inoculated against for fear of it’s spread….which is already out there in our bodies…and has been…for years…. what caused it to transform into a dangerous strain? Scientists will give you medical and biological reasons. At the quantum level, it’s all about energy.

I want to discuss the energy of Covid and it’s effects on humanity. Everything is energy, People, environments, structures, food, animal, elements…all of it, is made up of zinging atoms: protons, neutrons and electrons winging around each other. At the highest microscopic setting…it’s all just empty space. It has been scientifically proven that energy can be transformed. Matter can be transformed. We can be transformed, are being transformed. Love is the base power that moves everything in this universe. At a quantum level.

Not going to argue the science of it all. It just is. There is polarity in our universe. Light and Dark. Positive and negative. Good and Bad. Pain and Healing. Fear and Love. Matias states that we are the ones who have made this polarity into Good vs. Evil. Dark is not evil, it is just dark. The opposite. And it serves to allow us to experience all of the positive and good in the world. Without the negative polarity, we would feel nothing. Everything has a purpose. Everything happens for a reason, although what and why may not be made clear for a time.

Covid is from the Dark. It is here to show us the opposite….Trust, Faith, Healing, Intuition, Love. If we give love to Covid…if we hold energy of Love in our bodies, in our Merkaba, in our quantum field, then we can overcome the negative effects of it. If we are forced to take the vaccine to keep a job, to visit a hospital, to visit a child serving in the military, then we can transform the energy from dark to light, merely with our intention and understanding of how energy works.

A few nights ago, after reeling from the news that I would have to be vaccinated in order to go to my son’s graduation from naval boot camp, I decided to speak to my Higher Self. This was the message…

Is the covid vaccine safe? (here i am still thinking of it as something to fear)


Will it kill me?


Harm me?

Possibly, but not permanently.

Long term effects?



You know that both of the vaccines are meant to create fear in the world. You take away the fear; where you release the fear, you master it. Covid is merely a game by those in power. They seek to create fear in the world. The vaccine does nothing really. Because the illness is not born in us. It is from darkness. Jenny, you know your own self. What does your heart tell you?

That it is ok to take the vaccine, if I’m not taking it out of fear.

Yes, exactly. Everything holds energy. The vaccine is whatever people expect from it. If they expect pain, they get it. If they know it’s an illusion, it is. Trust your feelings.

My intuition told me to stay away from it.

Yes, as you should, from any fear based thing. You are protected. The contents are saline. Merely salt water. Know this to be true. Know this for your son. It is saline. Do not make a decision out of fear, only from love. The vaccine contents can and will be transformed. It is saline. Accept it with ‘Love. Transform the energy of it. Yes, Jenny, you are a powerful manifestor. You are hear for a Purpose. Do you think you would allow fear to take you down? Accept and Release. Trust that your Path is before you. You are safe. Your son is safe.

Only love energy enters my body. All else disintegrates and is transformed.

Transform this world one truth at at time. What everyone believes is what becomes their truth. Believe you are Protected and you are. Believe in miracle healing, and it is. Call on Prayer.

Now is the Time. It is all for a Purpose. You have been placed here, to begin. Prepare your Mind, Body and Soul. Pray each day. Hold truth for yourself. Know you are a Healer, you heal yourself. It is saline and it is transformed. Jenny, you have this great propensity for knowing truth from fear. Let this intuition guide you. You’ve been lead to this point. There is no going back. Your faith will set you free.

Love transforms All….all illness, all disease, all pain, all hardship, all harm, all trauma, all fear, all anger, all….on Purpose.

UPDATE: 3 years later and NO ONE IN MY FAMILY has gotten Covid since our first experience in January of 2020. We are immune and have been tested immune.